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Friday, 12 April 2013
From lovers to strangers ;') Here`s my story...
Hellooooooooooooooooooooo and Assalamualaikum :D Hey ho!Apa kabar kamu???hikhik.Ok,untuk entry ni kali,aku mau share pasal Kisah Cinta saya lohhh.I mean my 'PAST LOVE STORY" :P HAHA.I don`t know why but Im just into doing it.Fullstop!Tarik nafas panjang2 then hembus :))) So here we goooooooo!
P/S:Aku tulis dlam English ni ahhhh >,< Jangan marah.hikhik
It was all started on 28th February 2013.I had a crush on this guy on Facebook -,-' like for a very long time juga la.I dont know him much but his good looking okay XD hahaha!and not only that,I like the way he post statuses and thingy about his everyday life and it inspires me for some reason.We`ve chatted several times on inbox and he is very attractive and funny which I find that frankly that was the reason why he is making me fall for him.So I dont know where this stupid idea came from,I was thinking about telling my feeling and that I had a crush on him.And that really did happened x))) Like seriously!Geez,I`ve just confessed to himmmmmm and damn,I was brave&crazy!HAHA ;'D I didn`t put my hopes too high but unexpectedly,He replies and felt the same way tooooooo.Wohooooo!It feels like my heart is screaming on top of my lung,waiting to explode anytime.Surely,i was happy!I felt like the luckiest woman who ever been alive!Miaowwww :3
And on that very night,We`ve became Couples and tick the 'In a relationship' column on facebook ;)It was the best feeling ever ;')
The best boyfriend I`ve ever had.so lets call him Mr.D ;)
To be his girlfriend,yes,well I`m lucky but to share this unconditional feeling and happiness means the world to me.He made me feel so precious and important in such sweet&yet effortless way.He respects me and treats me right.Even sometimes we get into a fight,he always shows the reason&proof why he loved me and makesure i won`t have doubts and even be mad at him again.It worths it for fighting the right person.whenever we go dating,he always suprises me and make me fall for him all over again.He was one of a kind.Never ever I felt this way before wth my past boyfriend who was practically looking for lust but him,to me he`s different.He shows me the best side of the world.And it all ends on 18th March 2013.I don`t know where or what went wrong.He made a phonecal and told me that he has a 'scandal'.Oh my soul felt just like it has been crashed by a car.Heart was broken into pieces and I felt empty.He was full packaged,I agree but I know he was not the one for me.I`ve made up my mind and decided to end this relationship.20days together meant a lot for me!I cherish each and every moment wth him but I guess what left is only memories now.There`s nothing we can do,I`m the one that got away sayang ;') Everything happens for a reason and I believe that ALLAH SWT has planned a much better guy for me in the future,Insyallah ;'D I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don’t. but no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. There’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, won’t care. I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have.I`ll be strong and from lovers to strangers now,I only wish the best in you life Mr.D ;') I loved you before but its the end of us now.Takecare Mr.D ;') xoxo
And to my readers,thank you for reading ;))) I hope you all will also met the right ones for you or might we say our 'JODOH' in the future.Well,thats all for my entry today.Tata and Assalamualaikum ;3

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